Sorry for not blogging for SO long ...

As recently I'm really very busy with some stuff ..

yeps let's me recap what I did this fews days ..

hmmms . I went for the Fantastic Four Appreciation Party on 27 May 2007 ..

& I'm the official Staff there ..

haha ..

I'm having lots of fun ..

& their performance was fantastic , great , & wonderful ,

so sad there is no live on tv ,

because they dance was really very good seh ..

I took quite less photo with them , because I was pretty shy , & dont dare to go to them & say "can I take a photo with you" , hehe , I'm so lame rights ? haha

but until the end of performance , the show has finish , I finally went to them for autographs & also photo shots , OH GOSH ! but I didnt get photo shot with Abang Ewan , sobsob , so sad =(

I tell you guys this is the first time I'm so crazy abt idol , yet is the dancers , my parents say I'm crazy . because usually I wun do such things , But I dont know what make me wanted to go & see their performance everytime since che sue asked me to go to support them the first time , than from that day onwards , I keep on wanting to go . I also dont know why ..

& yet I'm so crazy abt them ..
Actually I didnt watch channel 5 at all .. Didnt know abt them that much .. until my captain & the rests told me ..
They will always say abt the show shown on channel 5 & that makes me wanted to watch .. haha ...

& I love wise people ... They make me , myself clever too .. haha ..I'm really happy to meet them ... & I really learn alots of things .... they will always so fun & concern abt one another .. I have no regret joining the Warriors Fan Club ..

& I tell you , I'm really very crazy abt Fantastic 4 NOW & FOREVER .. I LOVES to dance ... But I cant dance really well like them .. =( But I will buck up & work very hard from now onwards .. & also , I should know my limit .. Dont be so crazy abt them too much .. That what my parents say .. can like them , love their talents , But dont so crazy .. hahaha .. But I wun .. My crazyness is for awhile only .. haha .. =) no matter what , They are my very first idols , superstars that I'm so crazy abt ..

I wun let's anyone to look down on me !! I'm going to pursue my dream . & quickly fulfil my wish ..
Wish me GOOD LUCK !!!

haha .. I hope the next time I see them , Must take alot of photos with them & also , dont be shy anymore iris ..

Ya .. the Fan 5 are going to Malaysia for their performance wors ...

around at June the 5th or 6th If I'm not wrong ..

I wanted to go seh .... But I dont think I will be able to go ... =(

&

I love my Captain Laila .. I'm having lots of fun with her ... I so envy that she got a cousin which is Ewan , & also so envy she can dance so good .. & she is not shy BUT so daring .. I hope I can be like her.. She is everything so good .... She learn things very fast ... I also wants to be that ..

IRIS .. YOU have to BUCK up ... sobsob ... =(

Yeps , Ewan teaches us to dance seh ... for our performance on 26 of June , & also I felt everyone dance so good yet me ? so lousy . I'm getting from bad to worse .... oh shit ...

even my hip-hops coach asking me to buck up If I still wanna to continue to be in their dance group ..

I really dont know what's wrong abt me ... I just cant concentate & also whenever someone look at me dancing , I began to forgotten all my dance-step .. & began to be so nervous & scared ppl may hate & dislike me , because I'm so difficult to teach ...
but sometime I'm not lidat .. I really dont know what really wrong abt me this fews days ...

SHIT !!

I really need some help on this ..

Give me some comments on how to get rid of this fear .. damn it ...

As For the following days , I just a school-gal .. nth special on what had happened .. Everyday is the same .. That's why .. I didnt blog much ..I only will blog on happy & special things from now onwards ... =D

Yeps .. I got video some of the Fan 4 dance on the party ..

oh ya .. It's shld be Fan 5 .. haha .. =D enjoy guys ...

I shall blog offen ya ... I LOVES FAN 5 alot !!! =) NOW & FOREVER hahaha

I shall be their super duper tops fans !!! hahahaha ... & Is the very Top ONE !!

The HANDSOME FAN 5

The Fan 5 are Bom-B0m , Ewan , Hakim , Mintz & Gino

I LOVES them .. =X

Me & Gino ( Isnt him very handsome ? ) hahaha ..

No wonder so many girls LOVES him till so crazy .. hahaha ..


KaK Laila & ME .. I LOVE HER .. Bom-bom & ME ..
Mintz & me ..
Jee Know & me again ...

Hakim & me ..

("He so bad") .. hahahaha..

Nadia ("that Cha-bo") & me hahahaha

I tell you guys ...

She always bully me ... sobsob ... =(

before going to the party ..

I'm so cam-whores ..

I shall updates more photos on the next posts ..

& also the Fan 5 video .. I'll keep you guys updated ..

Sorry ..

Because I'm like so tired now!

Nightszxzxz ....

I found out one thing ..

I went to see yr profile today ..

& I got to see a lady taking a photo with you ..

Do you know I'm so jealous ?

I already cant stand it ..

I wish I could tell you ..

One last thing .. That I really love you , & yes I do ..

Would you give me a chance ?

Is it I'm not wise enough to be yr girl ?

I'm so concern abt you ..yet you dont even care ...

Do you know you hurt me deeply ....

& I getting to hate you ....

I shouldnt had fall in love with you ....