You get to that age when you finally realize which of your friends will remain your friends, and which ones will eventually grow out of you.

I’ve spent years bonding and trying to maintain relationships with people who I thought would be there long after us moving out and going our separate ways.

But as time flew by, I’ve come to realize that maybe it was just a waste of effort.

It’s hard catching up with people you were so close to before when you have no clue about anything they talk about now, only to find out that you guys have nothing in common anymore.

Yeah, there are a few that stay but whoever wants to drift apart at all?

It’s a little heartbreaking sometimes.

At least I’m not losing everyone all at once.

But hey, I guess that’s life.

hey sweethearts ! guess what ? I'm off today man. I haven't sleep yet at the moment. Gonna head to bed for like an hour or two, than heading to town area to shopping !! Cant wait for the chinese new year to arrive and plus the navy to come so i could earn more cash on hand and get to my career as soon as possible. Time flies really fast . Gonna make use all my time properly. Oh wells , I'm gonna keep my blog here alive , but do check out my tumblr too . I’ve done everything I said I wouldn’t do this year. I’ve been worrying, over thinking and just being generally paranoid about this one thing. I wish it would leave my mind. :( It’s easy for you to switch off like that but I’m still struggling. It’s my birthday month this January. I'm January babies. It won’t be as good as last month but I’ll just be glad for a day when everyone aren’t blaming all their problems on me.

I really need to fix my sleeping. I’m going to stay up tonight and tomorrow and then just sleep for about a year. Maybe not quite but I just want to sleep properly. Today was a bit of a fail of a day. :(

As i promise try not to have negative posts on my facebook status as well as blog here and be more happy. I'm trying. Give me some times baby. I'm just being random anyway. Capricorn peoples always moody. pardon me  :)

Wells , I miss you doesn't always mean I want you back, sometimes it only means you crossed my mind and I hope you're doing fine.

Till than . toodles .

So theres this boy and the way he laughs makes me smile, the way he talks gives me butterflies and just everything about him makes me happy.

I like to feel his eyes on me when I look away. Before I met you I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason. And now I smile because I’m always thinking of you.

Do you remember when we first met?  The way you looked I can’t forget. And even though I’ve held your gaze a thousand times, when you turn to me and give me that silly grin of yours, you still make me blush. Don’t be surprised if I stumble over my words sometimes when I talk to you. It’s only because it’s hard to talk to you with a big grin on my face.

You, in one word, are amazing.

xoxo