sighs. I just realised that this year hasn't been a good one for me. sometimes i really don't know whats wrong. it seems as though people who were once close had started to drift away slowly with me. i can't believe life is so screw right now. =( maybe it because each year, each day that goes by, everyone moves on with life leaving behind all the happy fond precious little moments that everyone had gone through together. sometimes when I start to think back at the past I realised how stupid I was to neglect people and not realising how stupid and selfish I was just for self-interest. If I could wind it back I hope I could make it up to all of you. the ones who stood by, shoulder my burdens and went through harsh times with me...."true friends should never been taken for granted."

So yeah. I was tempted to use the com cause I got nothing to do. =) anyway, I keep sleeping yet again & again. =( sigh. I better find a stop to this impulsive habit! eh. I'm going for a diet . I'm going to stop sleeping ! because I'm getting more & more lazy ! lols . diet is what I want to do now .... darn ... these few days really make me so sick-oos . =(oh wells. I better buck up if I want to go poly. =D going to study super hard ..


today i quarrel with my mummie again . she is ridiculous. I really dont understand what's I did wrong !

&& oh wells . I told her I hate HER ! :(