Have been kinda of lazy to blog nowadays ?!
My life piss me off mans .
SCREAMMMMMMM !?
I feel weird.
Two words : Life Sucks , Do anyone agree with me ?
Oh gosh ! I fucking hate my family, I am so pathetic, deprived and broken down. OH ! I really need some counseling from you please L.. anyone lah ! =(

I have such a freakishly horrible life every day , that what I felt .
I didnt even break a mirror? Why am I in such bad luck?
Things didnt go really well . really ...

C'mon the worst most horrible thing I hate was quarrel with my parents . & Is again & again ! WTH ! =( which I dont really like that alot . Who will like it rights ?
Always side on my brother . WTF ! fugly shit ! I really dont understand why ....
I wna move outs ! I dont wna stay in that fcuking hse !

I definitely going to be madd one day if I continue to be lidat .... =(

I want freedom !

&& There are so many boring childish freaks . Who irrated me & piss me off ! That why I'm going to change my MSN address & I'm going to accept ppl that I knew only . & thoses freaks--oos , you just cant stop irrated me is it ? The moment I online , There you are . AARRGGGGHH ~ bodoh. WAHAHAS. yea, yoo dis stupid dumbell. You have affect me ! you KNOW !?

I just got to knew something ,think its a misunderstanding cze I really dont know him &never spoke to him even once . I cant explain this feeling I think about it everyday, and even though we moved on. It gets so hard to walk away, I am going to remember you.

I'm avoiding pple who hates me but just wish to make myself happier :) To those who hates me , let me tell you this . I'm still standing !So relax sua .If you guys do have any awful comments towards me ,tell me right in my face &I'll know my negative points :))

Oh really ? You making me thinking you in this way . Yr attitude has show everything . Is no longer the same I knew from the beginning . You backstabb me . I cant believe that . I dont believe what she say . because I didnt even heard or see with my own eyes & ears so I dont believe . but You ? Did you ever listen to me or ask me ? you close with someone , You say all the bad things & awful things to him/her , but once you doesnt close with someone , you intend to say him/her awful things , to other person which is closer to you . you didnt even change at all ! all my wishful thinking ! You think everyone gonna to listen and agree what you say ? If it does . I wun . Because everyone would change , seriously me myself too . I'm not going to be the same old iris . I'm going to be better in every next new days , I cant always be that . I have to change to be better .
Doesnt mean I dont talk to you nor dont care nor wateva means I dont really care . Dont anyhow think can ? I do have feeling . So dont always wants ppl to listen to you . do listen to others . & I have lots of question abt you . Which bother me quite a few times . Do you really do that ?! Do you did that ? I'm so confused ! We shld find some time to talk ya ? ! Dont think you close to that person , That person had change nor what . You will nvr know . They can act infront of you . dont be too easy to believe him/her . They may wanted you to shed their crocordie's tears !

Dont make me think of you in that ways . I wanted to think of you in good ways . So that I would be happier the moment I see you . Dont insult me , and taints my names , you orso dont like ppl to did these to you , dont you ? =.= So childish alrights ??

Today saw Huili , but we didnt talk at ALL !? As only HELLO & BYES >.< . lame rights ?
maybe We lost words when we saw each others ?
or maybe , We have drift aparts ?
who knows ?
=.=
We got many misunderstanding ! I think We shld find one day & settle down to chat & see what's wrong !?
yea??? Do you agree?

I miss her lots ! At the sametimes hateing her too .
because of some reason .

I think she saw my post will freak--oos angry !!!?

But is truth , I dont wna lie anymore !

I'm so long-winded, haha. Do you agree with me ? =D