Get Drunk ; Get Stupid ; Get Laid

hiiiii * ~

recently if i nbr post , i'm not lazy ok ? because i'm busy with my work and study and my modeling courses and also acting courses which i just join lol . and my cheerleading too . hahas . the acting courses i pay alot of $$$ . which is around 7 hundred plus at mediacrop . i hope i can be a actress lol . hope lol . as well as i hope i can cope study as well as my activity . hope i wun fall off . wish me luck . yeps so i will try to fork out time to post lol . if can ? yah ? please pardon me if i didn't post . i try lol . but you all must not forget to see my updates lol . ok ? haha . not only see , must tag too . haha .

so free , give me a call nor msg .i miss you all . off coz i will reply.!!! . 24 hours on lol . so arhs . call me outs ok ? haha . so i wun always work or study or go courses only . i also want to enjoy lol . hahas .

yeps . today i sleep the whole day . OMG !! i sleep till 4.30pm than wake up . nearly evening lol . than i went to bathe and had my dont know is which is lunch nor dinner or what lol .than went to online and play awhile , my brother came back from his soccer game and he say" i want play com hors " . he was so rude . hate him . not even call me jie jie . haii , dont wish to quarrel with him . he since went to secondary school . he became so petty and always scold bad words . so vuglar . little little bit canot . what the helll . uh . >) ' ;

i'm going not think abt those thins anymore . just let's the fade decide ba . stop thinking all this . and continue to grant my own wish . hope quick quick came true wors . hahas .

i LOVE my warriors cheerleading , modeling courses , acting courses , maybe i also going to join singing courses . YUPPEE . !! or even dancing . haha i'm crazy . haha =] .

is my smile very fake ? but is true la . ppl also can see . i'm trying to cover my problem . trying not to think . but still the problem is here . arghhs . but i'm always so fake . trying to cover my problem . acting happy everyday . o my . i wonder how long i can hold on ? but can la . i'm so softhearted at times . see ppl cry . i wil help them . but me cry . ? who wil help me ? who wil care me ? no one know . no one care . keep it to myself than . let's the fade decide .

i dont like the things , keep coming to me . treat me so good . i wil gulity one . i dont know how to repay you back lol . shld i accept you ? hai . i'm blur blur blur . ~~

ok . i think all the post i post nowadays are like keep on saying relationship . i'm so mad . so i wil stop saying now onwards .

let's talk abt other thing . yeps . i tell you guys . after all the daydreaming and chattin . i went to surf the internet . and went to the website www.youtube.com and i was thinking what show shld i watch ? so i move my mouse to the search thing and type " hahaha " . i also dont know why . maybe thinking i'm so unhappy . so i'm trying to make myself happy . but truth enough . i was happy . haha. i click on the hahaha title with a picture of the baby . and load for a while .you know what . he was soooooooooooo damn cute .

i went to see this very cute little baby . quicky call my parents to watch with me . and they say the baby was in the newpaper report few years or months ago . i was so lame . didn't even know lol . very nice and cute mans . i love love love him . how i wish he was mine . haha. lol . jokin nahh . cute cute boy . i love you . haha .

the moment he laugh . i follow him . he was cute . wna pinch him . i'm so LOVE babys mans . and i rmb whenever i went shopping i saw baby , i went to play with him or her . although dont know them . but they are cute . haha . lucky the parents nvr scold me . haha .

such a cute baby . how i wish you are mine * ;P

thanks baby . you make me happy . haha :)