current mood - :(
current song: -



lately , I've been crying like a fucking idiot . I'm feeling so sick yet no one can help me.
I'm trying my best to do well , but it seem so difficult :(
Whenever I saw you , I'm so piss off and mad. I cant find a reason not to angry with you.
The way you insult and scold me is way too overboard , ever you think of people's feeling ?
You dumb or what ? Dont you know this word "Privacy"? Havent you learn before? I have the rights and choices to make. Stop forcing me!

Always tell me your attitude is like this and that , is it my problem ?

why do i have to tolerate? why do I have to listen ?

WHY CANT YOU LISTEN TO ME INSTEAD ! ?

Everytime I want to talk , you'll always say I'm wrong. Always want people to follow your ways. why don't you stand in our shoes?

How will you feel if I keep on doing this same thing that you did to me, towards you?

Please don't ask me what happened.
My tears keep rolling down whenever I think of it :(
Just dont want you to be so busybody .
Haven't you heard before ? Mind your own business.

The point is my parents also never do this to me. Never even treated me this way.
You're way too much . You aren't my parents? why so busybody ?

An extremely important lesson learnt today.

Never Trust people too easily. Even though they're your relatives/cousins.

sucks .

Sometimes friends & family are much more better :)

First things first , "Watch What You Say & Write" ,
Secondly , "Write & speak responsibly and objectively, or not at all"
Thirdly , "Shut the fuck up , and mind your own business!" Thanks !?

Yeah . totally stupid to cry over this matter.
I'll fight you down. Fight you back , I'm not afraid of you.

okay . i'm going to stop badmouthing her. sucks mans . I felt I and her no difference if I keep posting nasty stuff of her. & tell everyone :/ fuck la . don't know what am I thinking ? but keeping inside my heart , my feelings will always down and upset. after posting out , i feel better
:) I'll stop all this craps from now onwards.

Things will never be the same again.

It hurts, it really does.

But I guess I only have myself to blame..

For now though, maybe I just need some ice cream with a sprinkle of rainbow rice..

ciaos .

xoxo