nothing go inside my brain .
What I study , nothing goes inside ;/
The feeling is so sucks ..
Totally sucks mans ..
Alright , Save $$$ , most properly , next year I can get what I want .
I make a mistakes just now ..
I'm trying to be close to that person .
But something wasn't right , That person seem like don't like it .
Am I thinking too much or what ??? Or Am I trying too hard ?
I'm trying to joke & make fun , But this person was feeling like so lame or what .
I don't know what should I do . Am I doing the right thing ?
Ok you're leaving .. So I shall forget it .. I meet you too late .. Bustard !!!
I've make my first move , The rest , depend on you .
That's what my friend said .
Whatever , Going to look for a suitable Church to join ..
Confirm going for it , Not going to care what parents thinking .
I'm not going to tell them either . They control me too much ..
Whatever ... I'm loss , I don't know What am I doing was right or wrong ,
I really don't know ...


Sometimes , I really don't know myself totally .
I don't know what exactly I want !!!

I so envy her !!! IDIOT !!!

FUCK !!!