Yeah .
Dont think that The previous post , I said , I regretted knowing her or what ,
I'm not OK !
I'm glad & happy that You help me close back with her .
But I never intended to throw you aside . Or simply what're you thinking right now .
Anyway , I do miss you guys . But I cant find the bloody real time to meet or even call or message , or give comments . IF I have the time , I wanted is to updated my blog , & give you comments , Yes I'm finding excuses ;/ But the problem is , What should I said ? I miss you ? I'm sorry I'm busy ? But the next message what should I reply ?
I really don't know . I have blank texts in my brain . I'm lousy at words .
If Every time I said I miss you , won't you feel very irritated ? very annoy ?
I don't know la . I cant read people minds . So sorry about that than .

Wells , Today I didn't attend school .
I'm sick , see doctor , doctor said , FOOD POISON.
Oh well , I ate too much last night at Kak Laila's birthday party .
I enjoy myself alot . At the same time , ate alot .
Result , turn out to have stomachache , bustard .

I just go on the details ya .
Saturday , Went to meet , my dear Pei shi .
She said she miss me like hell ..
& we chat alot .. Suppose to go for match , but I'm lazy .
She wait for me like 2 hours . If I'm not wrong , as I woke up late .
& very tired . Because I slept very late.
We took lots of photos . She really like to take photos alot .
Keep Bugging me to take photos ... which I also like la , But very paiseh at the same time .
Alright , After all the shopping , Photos taking , Eating , We left the plaza sing .
As I'm heading off to Ben's house to learn from him , how to bake cake for Kak Laila .
wells , I reach damn early . Around 6.30pm I reach the sengkang , Suppose to meet at 7.30pm , yet , I reach one hours early , as pei shi say must be responsible don't always late , ask people wait for you , yeah , is very early lol . -.- Than around 7pm , Ben call me , ask me where I was , call nas , He still at City hall , so far , so we head down to his house first , as he said we make the cake first , so alright , His house is nice , So white , & than wait for nas , shikin , Finally nas came to his house , but cakes already bake finish . iyoos , Shikin more worse , didn't turn up as she lost her way to ben's house , some more her hand phone low batt . shitty . can't call her , so worried about her , in the end , she is back home . Ben was right , she is not small girl already , can take care of herself . Never mind . Overall the cake taste so YUMMMY ^^ .. I ate alot ,
Half of the cake finish by me . So today I went to cheer leading practice , I felt I'm so super heavy . As I ate alot last night . So many cheese cake , chocolate cake , yum yum .
I turn out to be fat . I told them , eat first tomorrow than say .
Now seriously have to go on diet . As competition coming .
31 MAY !! come support me ya ..
I love you mans . If you really come & see me .
hahahaha ..

I'm stress & at the same time nervous ..
My stunts is so lousy .. They keep saying me , "IRIS'S HEAVY SEH " in malay ..
Especially SHIKIN !!
Okays , I already on diet . stop saying , you making my mood down .
& also Iyla . Stop IT ! I'm not stress , The more you said , I more super stress .
Now no stress , became stress , stop saying me didn't push or whatever , whereby I already did .
I felt very irritated if you keep saying that . The way you guys talk like all my fault ;(
Whatever , Thanks Che Sue , Laila , Julian , Kak Dee , for telling me lots of things .
I know already I shouldn't bother what they said .
Cheer leading suppose to be fun . Not stress or whatever .
So next training . Which is our last training .
I'm not going to stress myself . So don't said it okays Iyla , Shikin , Nas .
I post your name down , hope you can see , thanks alot ya .
what Che sue said , learn from the experience people .
So I'm going to train real hard , After the competition also going to train .
Hoping to get to perform again .
Che sue , Thanks for calling me talking at the phone . Laila, Mr Goh , Felicia, Julian & Kak Dee Thanks once again . I'm feeling better now ....

I"M NOT HEAVY !!!! I"M LOSING WEIGHT ALREADY HORS !!!
I JUST GO WEIGH MY WEIGHT ,
& IT SAID I'M 38KG , SUPPOSE I'M 40KG , GOING TO AIM FOR 35KG .
HAHAHAHA ...

Till than . going to sleep now .
Byesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..................

DIET DIET DIET DIET DIET DIET DIET DIET DIET DIET


I DON'T WANT GAIN MY WEIGHT ..


EX CERISE MORE ! EAT LESS !


AFTER MY CHEER COMPETITION , WHERE SHOULD I GO ?
I LOVE CHEER LEADING ALOT .
OH -MY -GOSH -OH - MY -GOSH !! -.-