fuck me up.

current song : -
current mood : fucked

Something is playing in my mind.
If you know that when you turn off your computer, nothing virtual matters.
Then why bother. Why bother getting mad at these people who hide behind their screens.
People you hate the most, but you don't know
if the person sitting next to you is the one you hate or not.
You know a little fraction of their lives and
.. and yet you trust them most.
And then some people just manipulates everything.
Use everyone. Just because they can, and people actually let them
without even knowing.
So why.
Why should i care about whatever who said when they're hiding behind a screen.
Whose biggest protection and attack are mere words.
Why should i care bout people who aren't who they seem to be.
Why should i care when all i know, all i THINK i know, comes from words on my screen and letters from your keyboard.
Yea. I don't think i should. Cause' you sure as hell don't look like you care much either.
But i really don't know why am i still caring.?

I am not here to make anyone's life difficult, neither is my exisistance gonna make anyone upset or feel miserable.. I'm sorry if i did but it's all not within my control.
move on with life...


Anyway , I have nothing to blog about today except to please donate to idol gives back. we can’t call but we can go onto this website and donate. go find the nearest person with a credit/debit card and give as much as you can because any amount makes a difference. I’ve pledged my 50 bucks and i already feel great about myself (even though all i do these days is bum around), it’ll make you feel good too.

So, do whatever makes you happy.
I have no right to stop you anyway.

Look at the time now , suppose to be 11.20pm , but it end up to be 8.19am .
Blogger is so sucks .
whatever -.-