Sorry for the above vulgarities language being used .

Recently , ain't sure what had exactly happened to me .
I've become so home sick .
I just love to stay at home , withdrawing from the world outside.
My house was simply cold & empty .
Ijustmissthosedays .
Understanding the fact that time cannot be rewind ,
I've been living the life , doing what i need to do .
Not everybody will feel the pain & sorrow right in the heart
unless you went through it * touch-wood *
Words is easily spoken .
Whoever also can give positive comment & say the right track to move on .
Yet , you're not the one , you'll forever never understand .
Nobody can possibly ease their pain & mind within one week .
I know , i must leave agony behind me .
for this , I will .
Time had wrenched my smile .
I've become much sensitive ?
Get paranoid over issue often .
I know what I'm doing & what i should do .
I know what's rights & wrongs .
Yet ,
process of pondering & longing can never be escape , even if
it's after a long period of time .

I've accepted the everything ;
I'll never want to live in regret for whatever case .
The Pain Kills For Sure ; I Swear .

" Things just don't get in my way recently "...

oh wells . Bye everyone ~